I’ve spent most of this week reflecting over the past year. On wins and losses, dreams and desires, and the overall direction I hoped my life would take.

I’ve always felt I had potential. I always knew I wasn’t the most intelligent person in the room but I didn’t think I was the least intelligent, either. I had “potential” that just hadn’t been tapped yet.

After this week, I know that’s not true. If the potential hasn’t been found yet, then it’s not there to be found. Once again I’ve proven my father right. (At least I’m successful at that.)

As sad as that makes me, it’s also sort of liberating. If this is all I can hope to ever be, then at least I achieved that. Some people just aren’t Winners. You have to have Losers to make the world go round, right? I succeed beyond my wildest dreams at failing. #loser #nopotential #Pathetic