and trying to find out what it all means to me, my #hubby and our marriage. Is it normal to doubt my #femininity and #notlikemybody right now? In a way I feel like I am now missing everything that ever defined me as a woman. Especially since I couldn't have kids due to #Endometriosis. I also feel like a grown up for the first time in my whole life. (I am 41 years old) Before I was more of a girly girl and tried to ignore everything serious. But now it is nearly impossible be happy at the moment.