I’m very anxious for and looking forward to my wedding, but then what?
What’s the next good thing? We’re not having kids. We own our home. I’m not looking for suggestions, just expressing the fear of not having anything to look forward to.
The “next thing” usually drives me. It gives me something to talk about because I am no longer interesting. I’m fat and unlikeable. Covid really put a damper in my already struggling social life.