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Over the years I’ve always dreaded having to visit and speak with my mom / stepmom. She’s a very nice person but also very critical and judgmental. I’ve tried to be more communicative with her but this has made her become even more critical and judgmental with my relationship with my partner and my financial issues. I just don’t know what to tell her. She worsens my anxiety and depression. There are moments where she tells me how great I am and others where I should have done something else. #Depres #on #Mental #alth #lost # #ress # #stressed

hi. my name is rizza and im new here. i struggle with depression and anxiety. anyways, im just gonna start it off rn.

today i,,, deleted my whatsapp account and deactivated my twitter account, the only apps i use—well, used, to contact my online friends who means a lot to me. my sister keeps invalidating my depression, saying im not depressed anymore because im always “happy” and smiling. like??? do people know how easy it is to fake a smile? like fuck. i barely talk to my mom anymore as well. idk why but every time she talks to me i always get mad at her. anyways lol mine’s not that deep im just here to vent because i have no one lol. #on #Mental #MentalHealth