Some days, it's literally all I can do to stay focused and motivated. For instance, I'm sitting at my office job, staring at the next file I need to update in front of me. Nothing about what it takes to do that is logistically difficult. But it can take me way too long to actually push forward and get things done. It makes me feel like I'm terrible at my job. Other days I can blow through my filing and other tasks without thinking much about it. But days like today are tough. It's both a blessing and a curse that none of my supervisors are in the office today, so it's like... nobody is here to make me feel the pressure to work (double-edged sword). I'm sure I'm not alone in this and sometimes it just helps to write it out and not feel so alone.
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