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I’m Done!!! #icide # #pression # #SD # #Selfharm

I was about to go to bed and I couldn’t stop myself so I read the documents with the lies that got me fired from the only job I’ve ever been proud of last August. Those lies took away the only reason I’ve ever had to feel proud of myself, they took food out of my child’s mouth, and they damn near destroyed my marriage. They drove me to self harm and very nearly to alcoholism. Literally the only reason I haven’t killed myself is that I know that my 3 year old daughter needs her daddy. The other people who love me are adults who are responsible for their own lives, so it’s cruel and selfish for them to want me to go on living just for the sake of making them happy. No matter what I do from this point forward, no matter what I accomplish, I will never be more than a broken shell of what could have been. My wife and daughter deserve a real man, not a broken shell.

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Growing isn’t always pretty. Do it anyway. #lfharm # #xiety # #ntalHealth # #SD # #polarDisorder # #PanicDisorder

In my own journey of personal growth I have discovered quite a bit how easily it can be to try and fit yourself in someone else’s path.
The root of comparison in my opinion is a lack of seeing your own value and in the master of seeing myself the size of a bean compared to this big, big world.
Being influenced by others doesn’t necessarily mean it’s always a bad thing, but staying on our own path creates so much more opportunity for ourselves in figuring out.
We’ve all been given this life, who we we are at our core, and our unique stories, to be different and to set ourselves apart from the “normal” in the world; which can become so defeaning to us.
We deserve to own who we are and the reasons why we truly feel the way we do without justifying it because someone else did it too.
Break your own path, make some noise, and put on the shoes that fit you.
Gods got you. When will we rest assured in those words?? All we have to do is move forward. Mentally, spiritually, and physically. ❤️

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Anybody ever feel like they’ve had to rebuild their lives over and over again?

My 20s were riddled with depression and anxiety and it feels as if almost once a year I have to rebuild my life - job, relationships, friendships. It’s exhausting and I would like stability. If anybody has been able to break the cycle and find stability, please share any tools and tips. Thank you! #pression # #xiety # #SD # #tingDisorders # #polarDisorder # #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

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