They're once was a girl who avoided her pain

she looked in the mirror with such disdain

her heart feels numb and body weak

she slowly falling apart and doesn't know where to seek

The help That she needs feel so far away

Even though it's within her almost clear is day

the struggle is real there's no doubt about that

how can she relieve the rift between herself and the "her" that she needs back.

The substance called crack that promised to be there and take the pain away

When all it did was ruin her day, her week,her year, her life as a whole

only to take over and control; to strip her of what she should have consoled

that little girl screaming inside for help wishing someone would come save her from this hell

But no one comes to her side to rescue her to save her from herself

she's left in pieces of shame guilt and remorse
To put herself back together with no Force

To hold her down or have her back.She's on her own to get herself back

From the pain and sorrow that holds her down. Where is her Crown?

The one that reminds her of her strength, importance and worth on this Earth

So she will stand tall and straighten her Crown in order to fight what brings her down

She will free herself from the hell within. The fire that's been extinguished will ignite and she will win

The battle. The battle between who she was and is..... With a grin.

BigmommaJ
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