I've been #SelfSabatoging lately and can't pin point why. I feel fine now, but it's like walking out of a fog. Im not seeming to steer towards a depression like im used to, which is disorienting. I just feel like im inside of the eye of a storm and it's so calm and peaceful here, but you know the storm will eventually pass over you, as it has before. The other shoe will drop eventually. In the mean time, here i am. In the midst of destruction and and in the wake of my bad decisions, I wait.
#doesanyoneeverfeelthisway
#BipolarDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#Depresion #Anxiety #PTSD
#whatisthis
#silentlysuffering