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I’m new here and wanted to say hi. The chair in the photo represents how I feel when I’m down and not doing good.
#Depresion #Anxiety #CPTSD #Aspergers #ChildhoodTraumaSurvivors #MedicalTrauma #religious Trauma #Workplace Trauma #significant childhood trauma #ChildhoodAbuse #EmotionalAbuse #PsychologicalAbuse #Rejection #Selfhate #hopelessness #Loss #selfsabotage
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Love this guy right here he has been my therapist for over a decade. He gets me walking again after surgeries because he always wants to go outside without him the chronic pain would be unbearable.#Depresion #chronicalodynia #neurogenicmuscleatrophy #Disabled #periphoralneuropathy #ChronicPain
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I've been #SelfSabatoging lately and can't pin point why. I feel fine now, but it's like walking out of a fog. Im not seeming to steer towards a depression like im used to, which is disorienting. I just feel like im inside of the eye of a storm and it's so calm and peaceful here, but you know the storm will eventually pass over you, as it has before. The other shoe will drop eventually. In the mean time, here i am. In the midst of destruction and and in the wake of my bad decisions, I wait.
#doesanyoneeverfeelthisway
#BipolarDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#Depresion #Anxiety #PTSD
#whatisthis
#silentlysuffering
I have been in a crisis stabilization unit for a week. My depression is could fuel the night sky, and anxiety right along with it. My PTSD symptoms are high as well. This time it's definitely a crisis.
I meet with my doctors over Zoom so I still have them but everything is slow going. It was a mess this weekend as I continue to be tossed into the depths of hell. I got a last minute appointment with my psychiatrist today so we'll see what he has to say.
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Not bad
Today I woke up
The dread was there, but it wasn’t bad
I took a shower, not great but not bad
I made breakfast, it was simple but not bad
I got dressed, not fancy but not bad
I turned on the tv, the show was not bad
I went outside, it was bright but not bad
I breathed the air, it was cold, crisp but not bad
I have no job, not ideal but not bad
I went for a walk, not eventful but not bad
I went to my therapist, the session not bad
I had lunch, not mouth watering but not bad
Another appointment, news not great, not bad
I head home, not a mansion but not bad
I have dinner, not 5 star but not bad
I watch tv, nothing new but not bad
I message you
You ask how my day was
I look back on it, all I can say is “Not bad”
When you come thru darkness the world is grey
The darkness doesn’t have shadows
So when you see them you realize something
Life isn’t like everyone else’s for you
Your world isn’t perfect but.... it’s not bad
Give yourself permission to rest. Depression is a sickness, and it is hard 😔 #Depresion #Bipolar2Disorder
I don’t know if anyone has experienced this. When I’m driving sometimes I feel like vearing off the road and hitting a tree and getting into an accident. #Anxiety #Depresion #Thinking #bad thoughts
I went back to bed after getting the kids off to school. I can feel myself slipping back into the hopeless hole of mental cloudiness.
I’ve been on a combination of medication that has worked wonders for my thinking but the weight gain has been extreme. I can barely put shoes on my belly and legs are so large . I’m not used to this feeling.
I’ve been exercising several times a day plus watching my calories , without any weight loss success.
Maybe I’m just having a normal feeling of discouragement and it’s not my mental illness coming to ruin everything.
I’m going to make myself a coffee and do a workout.
I hope this feeling passes . I don’t want to go back to being mentally unwell.
Send me some motivation vibes , I need it .
Thank you
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