My reason for living was for my boy. We would do everything together and he was always there to comfort me in times of struggles. He was the reason for me to get up in the morning on days where I'd want to stay in bed and hide away from the world.
When I'd have a bad day I know least I've got my boy to go home to who would always cheer me up with his craziness and all the love he had.
I miss you Boris and I'm so lost without you.
I honestly don't know what to do with my life right now. I'm trying my hardest to fight to stay alive but every morning I just want to collapse and give up.
I'm tired 😭
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