Laying here in bed once again in so much unbelievable pain 😖😢 because I can’t walk yet again and do anything useful or even anything I want to do and it truly sucks. I’m trying hard to believe those words above in this picture here that I’m not a failure. That I’m not a waste of space. That I’m loved and wanted and that others believe in me and say I got this but how when I can’t even get out of bed 😔😭 but there maybe a glimmer of hope as I do have an appointment to see a neurosurgeon now next month to try and get more answers and hopefully treatment from this awful, miserable, constantly dictates my life kinda pain so trying hard to stay hopeful 😉🙏🏻🙏🏻