I hate myself with so much passion. I truly hate all that I am. Despite trying to change for the better I never become the person I only dream of becoming. I am alone. I have no one. I’ve been abandoned by more people then I care to think of. Even those who are paid to give a sh*t don’t. Therefore, I see only one way out.... I just joined this community and this is pretty much where I must leave it. My life is worthless. #Suicide #goodbye #deathplease #Endinglife #Selfhate #Theworldisblack #MentalHealth #MSHMentalHealth #MSHCommunityMedicineClinic #Shafai #Depression #ChronicPain