I’m having one of those days where I’m looking back at my life so far; the regrets from opportunities missed and the people I thought would be there that weren’t and those that understood stayed and helped me through the hard times. Day to day can be a struggle and not many people understand that because I learned to put on a smile and hide the hurt, low confidence, and self doubt. It’s not because they don’t care but because they don’t understand, because my illness and my disability isn’t on the outside it’s hidden within, behind huge walls that ive build to protect myself from more pain and hurt because I know that if I let any more in I’m gonna break and I don’t think I’ll be able to put myself back together again. #thosedays #Anxiety #Notcoping