I am just really sad. I loved my ex a whole lot. He was my first boyfriend (at the age of 25) and my first many things. He broke up with on the 1st of February, we were only together 5 months. But it hurts so much. He said he loved me quite early on, I took my time saying it back. He then realised that he didn't really mean that he loved me, and he took what he said back. I saw him yesterday to get back a stupid game he borrowed from me. When I found out he wanted to see me again, I was so happy! I was hoping to get my boyfriend back, I missed him so dearly. I had so much to tell him about the time we were apart. I saw him for about 5 minutes. He returned my game and left. And all it did was reopen the wounds which were slowly healing... I think. Does this hurt ever get better? Will I be able to find someone to love again? I have so much love to give, I would just like to find someone to give it to. #Breakups #sad #toomanyfeelings #Depression