toomanyhealthproblems

07-17-2020 ..... I turn 36 today. On the downside of my thirties all I want to do today is hide, go home, cry, and possibly sleep this day away. This is not how it’s supposed to be. This anxiety, this pain, multiple health issues with no answers as to why! Imperfect wife, daughter, employee that gets so embarrassed by ALL my problems that keep me for being perfect for you. Not that you complain, you never do. But my brain, my thoughts tell me what a burden I am , and you only love me cause you HAVE to. So what’s next ........ I guess I go hide again. #GAD #Fibro #Tachycardia #toomanyhealthproblems

So its choose between being a total zombie, can't work or be around people, but be able to go to the bathroom; or rollercoaster emotionally, still cant work or go to the bathroom
what f-ing great choices! I'm so done #toomanyhealthproblems #SoDone