Hello my name is Dahn,
My first day on this site was yesterday . Spending time reading post while crying I left the sight even more depressed.
I thought to myself “ how draining” I want only happy upbeat words and feeling in my brain. I am done!!!!
I stopped myself , took a deep breath and realized that’s what I have done my whole life. I’m hollow in life and not my true authentic self. Programmed to be this person I have forced myself to be. I’ve been running from myself for as long as I remember😂
Thoughts of death consume me when I am alone ! “ God please take me home” crying myself to sleep. My soul wants to dance and my brain is sick! Should I wear a bandaid on my forehead so others will understand or even better yet I may heal.