and anxiety are making life so hard, her first surgery was at 1 week old open heart surgery and second in September, I also have an 11yr old son. I’m a mess and my husband doesn’t talk about anything with me just basically thinks I’m a waste of space as he says when he comes in from the pub. I don’t go out as I panic and worry. I’m on antidepressants at the moment and am seeing doctor today but I’m feeling lost, lonely and just worthless I don’t see how I can get through all the other operations she’s got to have and carry on. Any advice please xxx