Not even sure what is happening childhood memories are only in chunks from ages 10+ anything before that seems to be lost (I'm only 22). Under the impression that my parents had my sibling to give me "something to do" because it's almost like I can't remember either parents actually being around during play times etc dental hygiene and general health was never addressed as it was too expensive and we didn't actually "need" either commodities... From what I can mentally put together it feels as though if they were present I've removed the presence they had in my memories ... Why would that be .. or were they even there? Was I unsupervised as a child with my younger sibling.. did that only change when we actually mentioned that we felt we never went anywhere as a 'family' .. I don't think there was anything major like D.V but potentially more verbal or lack of presence.