Unfulfilled

I’m finding it so hard to rid myself of this overwhelming feeling of frustration, lack of fulfilment and lack of purpose. I’ve been out of work for over a year now, the longest ever, I know we are living in a pandemic but I’m just letting off steam. Today I just can’t seem to concentrate on anything and I’m getting so angry with myself and feeling hurt. It actually manifests as pain in my chest because nothing seems to help. I even shouted at the piano because the piece I was trying to play just didn’t work out and I can’t do anything right. #cross #frustration #Unfulfilled

I’m finding it so hard to rid myself of this overwhelming feeling of frustration, lack of fulfilment and lack of purpose. I’ve been out of work for over a year now, the longest ever, I know we are living in a pandemic but I’m just letting off steam. Today I just can’t seem to concentrate on anything and I’m getting so angry with myself and feeling hurt. It actually manifests as pain in my chest because nothing seems to help. I even shouted at the piano because the piece I was trying to play just didn’t work out and I can’t do anything right. #cross #frustration #Unfulfilled