Just another spiel for myself
It's funny after my last post we have both been so good constantly communicating and really happy and enjoying each other's company and last weekend she asked if we could forget the whole breakup thing to which I replied of course. I could never stop loving her for wanting to look herself no matter how much it pains me.
Also in this time she was extremely supportive to me as my great aunt ( who was pretty much seen as my grandmother) passed away and my mother's chemo treatment.
However no matter how great it feels/gets I always feel the looming sword of Damocles hanging and ready to end it at any point.
throughout the week I feel she's getting distant again this is always a problem for me cause I'm not sure whether to give space or support. she's had some trouble with the neighbours and I don't know how to help her during this time if I don't know how to respond in general.
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