I've struggled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. Recently I had a baby and got diagnosed with PPD. I'm really struggling. I started taking an antidepressant about a month ago, and I thought it was helping and maybe it was, but now I'm sinking fast. It might be the meds or it might be different situations in my life. Whichever it is, I don't feel like it's going to be okay. I usually am able to tell myself that it's only temporary and I'm going to be okay. My partner gets frustrated when I'm depressed and wants me to tell him why so he can "fix it" but I never know why, so I started just acting like nothing is wrong and keeping it all to myself. This is my first post here and I hope it isn't too long. I just really need to get stuff off my chest. #lonely #PostpartumDepression #Anxiety #imdrowninginsadness #whenwillitstop #isanyonethere