I decided to get up, manage my pain the best I could, and look better than I feel by a long shot. I’m thankful for my endless drive that never seems to give up even at my weakest moments. I feel blessed to be surrounded by the people I am. And I feel lucky to have a community like this that we can all meet up and talk about all the horrible normal people we know in our lives (lol jkjk).

Although, I have been thinking lately… I wonder what normal feels like. It’s been 30 years since I had a normal day and I can’t remember anymore.

Even though that saddens me, I know that I can take on anything that comes my way because of the battles I have faced up to this day.

So yeah — looking better than I feel today.