Wordsdohurt

they don't know anything but i get critize here and there, i got judge without them knowing what is in my head, i get critized when i just play along with what they want and if it didnt happen as their wish, that will be my fault, i make harsh decision when all i did was just follow along..saying things that belittling my life, my job,my financial..i know all of that, i dont need them to remind me of those things..i never get what i want that is why i never hoping that everything going to turn out well, i'm used to that, im just unlucky, my life full of unfortunate event, i dont even feel dissapointed anymore but when they turn dissapointment into blaming me it just making me feel more miserable..
#Wordsdohurt #Depression

At times, I am too nervous to care
I don’t care what I say or how I say it
Most times it is because my anxiety level is at an all time high
I wish I could hold it together so you won’t see my cry
But if you only knew what is going on, on the inside
People are always saying this and that
So, I just cover my eyes with my favorite hat
Those who really know me, know I don’t go tit for tat
But don’t test my gangsta’ or you just may become the rat
A person who sqeaks at the slightest bit of fear
Or who spills their guts as they shed a tear
Why cry when you know deep down what you are doing is wrong
Oh, maybe it’s because you are not really that strong.
#SocialAnxiety
#Wordsdohurt