I am a jangling cacophony of stress and nerves in my mind. I feel so utterly inundated with sensing and feeling everything that I can barely speak without a breakdown.
I will be back at work in the morning doing the things that I have to do. I'm "soaring and succeeding", but actually, I'm flailing and failing.
Why am I here and why am I so ....me.
#ADHD #RejectionSensitiveDysphoria #adhdinattentive
Today was day 1 of upping my Wellbutrin dose from 150 XL to 300 XL. I have ZERO energy or motivation. I took it for help with ADHD and I was so scatter brain today more than usual. I feel super numb, not happy, but not sad. I’m also really freaking out because I realized I got 3 painful pimples all within a week. The cystic kind that are deep and painful. I didn’t think anything of it until now that I’ve been on Bupropion for week 3. My skin was clear and I’ve struggled with acne for most of my adult life (I’m 29) but nothing extreme, just the constant flow of pimples. Should I be worried that it’ll get worse and will energy shift?!?!? I’m really stressed about the acne part and especially since it’s not even helping me focus today. #wellbutrin #Acne #wellbutrinsideeffects #ADHD #adhdinattentive
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