I am dragging myself #Anniversary #ChildLoss Today is when my son left and never came back. He was found the next day. They said He took his own life. It still hurts. I have a million endless reasons to be happy yet there’s still something missing. I lift that hole to you #god . I will hold on to the gift of faith You have given me and what’s left of me. There’s still so many things to be grateful for and to smile about. I will focus on that. I miss my son. #AlanPats