Ill always wonder soooo many things about me, why I am like I am, were does or who does it come from. Im talking about my mental health illnesses...... I cant even remember when I last cried. Ill always wonder what my feelings mean. Who else feels numb? Wonder if what your feeling is real. Who else is high functioning but only because you can run on auto. I take care of my home, Mom, my daughter and myself. I also have physical issues. I am loving and caring but will have no trouble holding my own. Ive been through hell and just always wonder if Im alone. Anyone else out there wondering? #lostinlife #alwayswondering #AmIAlone