lostinlife

I feel intensely depressed, guilty, lonely, sad, frustrated, and many other things. I feel like it would be better for me to just disappear. More so than ever, I feel very, very alone in the world. Maybe the day of my leaving this world is better than me being alive at this point. If I died today, I could think of five people who would care, everyone else has seemed to forgotten about me or has left me behind for other people and things. Nothing really matters, not even myself. #Depression #MentalHealth #feelinglonely #FeelingEmpty #Feelingsad #feelingaloneandlost #Lostmyjoy #Lostinlonliness #lostinlife #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideIdeation #lowselfesteem #whybother #Guilt #Loneliness #frustration #moods #intenseemotions

well it seems i cryed alot latey. little things make me upset. i lost in my world wish i had friends to talk to i in the dark life sucks. home alone 24/7 sucks crying daily hurts headaches come and go. never feel hurgey any more seems i dont eat much any more. i cry my self to sleep though the day just to live it my life has a reason just dont know what it is. i am mommy but it seems i not any more i feel i fail my child. #lostinlife

Ill always wonder soooo many things about me, why I am like I am, were does or who does it come from. Im talking about my mental health illnesses...... I cant even remember when I last cried. Ill always wonder what my feelings mean. Who else feels numb? Wonder if what your feeling is real. Who else is high functioning but only because you can run on auto. I take care of my home, Mom, my daughter and myself. I also have physical issues. I am loving and caring but will have no trouble holding my own. Ive been through hell and just always wonder if Im alone. Anyone else out there wondering? #lostinlife #alwayswondering #AmIAlone