I haven’t been to work in over 3 weeks. I’m going to lose my job but I was still unable to get there today. I could cause a financial burden to my husband but that thought doesn’t get me there. My doctor upped my meds about 1 week ago. I have had recurring nightmares for about 6-8 weeks. I need something to snap. #badwife #Anxiety #Nightmares #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Failingatlife