The first time I saw the dark Knight, I laughed a lot at Heath ledger's joker, the things he said, like, you're a freak to them, just like me, and they'll cast you out when they don't need you anymore, I thought he is super delusional and people will never do that to me, my friend would never push me away or out, but now, when I've been diagnosed with mental illnesses, been in and out of psych ward, I can understand that, because now I'm alone, I don't have anybody and it's fine, better be alone than with snakes who don't even bother to ask how you're doing even though they know that you're suffering from such severe mental illnesses. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PseudobulbarAffect #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders #Happiness #BetterNow .