The memory of our first night stays with me. You stood over me like a lion watching its prey. A touch of passion and control. I couldn’t look away from your deep stare. The intimate frightening magical fire of that night will never leave me. You happily accepted my sudden obsession of you. You soon declared I belong to you as long as the sun burns. You put your life in my heart but mine isn’t in yours. With almost a laugh, you brutally ruined my worth. You break me like a breeze. You haunt me daily. I hear you. I see you. I taste you. I feel you. But despite my want you are nowhere. You exist only long enough to hurt me. The pain you gave runs through my veins like a derailed train. You smile with power knowing when you call for me despite my wounds I will run to you without a breath.