I found a picture and it made my evening #BPD #Depression #blackorwhite #numbness
I found a picture that almost perfectly represents my view of how I feel.
I feel a slight discomfort - what could it be? Nervousness, anxiety, tension?
I feel a tinge of joy at being able to go home soon, and before I can feel it again, it slips away.
I feel guilt, which is almost always there, and insecurity, whenever someone looks at me in a weird way.
Some days I can't even name what I feel.
Other days I see it clearly in front of me, as if there is an invisible line connecting everything.
And sometimes I just don't feel anything, everything is distant, the emptiness paralyzes me, it's all black or white.
Color is rare. #blackandwhite