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Wow#Karl #artheals #munipulation #CPTSD #Boxedin

I slept!! I am not bragging, but getting rest now that I bought something to sleep on....Small win? BIG WIN.
Try a forced sleeping arrangement, in a tiny square, uninsullated, outside room to the house.now to get a frame, so I'm not on rolling off onto the floor https://again.I might build one, why not! I can't handle low https://profile.I honestly strained myself getting up,laughing at it more than fighting https://it.I am living now in bins and boxes for a while.Studio, is sitting, cold dank https://unused.They truly have no idea what they have done to https://me.I didnt believe people were this petty and cruel, but man I have watched good people turn, spoil and https://hide.I see it all now and it is, not my https://perception.A group of people, men and women all play parts to test my integrity, my character and my https://will.All in the disguise of care for me, to test and teach me, or to open doors for me, I did not want...I am not the crazy one for forseeing and strategically being able to follow this https://circus.I am not stupid, I am slow. I am not a mean person who goes out of her way and plot, to hurt someone. Who does that? I know I sound vague but I will come back to read these entries and, well they All are here to help me.

Rested and clear when being hunted,is not a good thing, for the hunter.
I warned them and they made their choices, just as I had.
BUT, BIG BUT.....
The difference, my path was organic.
THEIR'S, placed on me, maliciously orchestrated to cause me uncertainty, stress and revenge.
We, ARE not, the same.
#artheals #CPTSD #clarity #forgottospeak #kidinthekorner #Karl

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I’ve been dealing with #Depression and #Anxiety for the past 10 years. I’ve sought and received therapy, but never took medications to alleviate my symptoms. I honestly did not want to go that route, but I’ve reached a place where I desperately need them. I’ve shut my emotions down because up until I did that, I was crying daily - have been since June of this year. I feel like if I didn’t shut these emotions off, it would reach the point where I’d make some decisions I would not be able to come back from. I’ve shut out some family and friends. I’m experiencing apathy and it’s causing me to work extra hard just to motivate myself to do anything. I don’t know what to do here. I fear the longer I’m like this, I’ll become a person I won’t like. But if I don’t numb my emotions, I’ll be crying and continue to have suicidal thoughts, feelings of worthlessness and guilt. I don’t want to feel like that all day. So now I feel #Boxedin .