I am feeling heavy from within like there is this big boulder pushing me down.
I feel exhausted. I don't know how should I fix things up that actually can't be fixed at all.
Ending up things isn't that easy too. I feel low when I see my friends who are living at least normal lives and here, I am struggling to get through each day, pretending to be happy when I am not.
All of this is so tough.
I haven't seemed to sleep....Everytime I close my eyes...he is there with me.... I've been depressed and sleep deprived.. He use to scare the Shit out of me and he Broke me... I've been understanding...but Not giving myself time to #process it all... I remember to the nights of pleading and begging you to stay... I felt like an Orphan and lost puppy all at once... My heart cried, I died....so many times....over and over....
Now I'm #Broke #Broken 💔 BEYOND REPAIR... and its going to take time.... to Heal this Open Wound... 🖤🖤🖤🖤
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