Crazymind

4 weeks ago my uncle died following a gastric bypass after a month long coma, 2 weeks ago i woke to the news that my other uncle suffered a stroke. He’s recovering but it’s a long way . And finally 2 days ago woke up to the news that my aunt had and MI and she’s in CCU. All of this is messing up with my head, scaring me and bringing me down. I hate waking up from sleep because i get these shocking news. I just want some mental stability, I need it .