My doctors, the commune and the folx working at the detoxifications ER or something has found out that I’ve had too many overdoses lately (about 8 on heroine I think in only a few weeks) so they wanna send me to detoxification on Monday.... We’ll... Really Tuesday but I’m first going to the emergency room for intoxication on Monday and staying there until Tuesday and will probably be sendt with an ambulance to the detoxification place... I really have mixed feelings about it because last time I was there they couldn’t handle my suicidal thoughts and sent me to the fucking psychiatric institution or hospital.... And I HATE it there so bad!!! I’ve been in psychiatric institutions 18 times when I was 18 and probably about 15 times since... So that’s pretty bad.... But anyways I really do not wanna go to detoxification again... I’d rather die really.... Cause I’m so suicidal now anyways that I don’t care anymore... But is there anyone else who’ve had either good or bad experiences with detoxification?#SuicidalThoughts #detoxification #canttakeitanymore #mixedthoughts #Anxiety