I have to get away. I have to breath. I have to be heard. I can't sit here day in day out and feel depressed, abandoned and alone. If I am going to be alone I might as well go. I just can't be in the house with 2 other people and feel lonely. I could sleep when I wanted, I could eat when and what I wanted, I could write, I could sit in silence, I wouldn't have to consider some one else or they're feelings. I wouldn't have to pick up, or clean up behind some one else. I could make my own decisions. I could meditate I could read, I could get a dog, I could, I could, I want to, I need to. I want th is break I need it to focus on Me.... #ME #Want I need #what I want