my emotions get so strong so quick. that's why I gave up on the idea of relationships. then I met someone that gave me hope. and now what I expected to happen has happened. I had expectations that the person wanted to pursue something meaningful with me but now it appears it's just surface stuff. it's confusing cause the words they were telling me was like stuff most people would think someone would wanna be with them would say....but now their actions have changed drastically and idk if its just me who brought it out of them. but it hurts. #emotionalsuffering #BPD #IntenseFeelings