everydaymisery

Every day is harder tha the other, while I try to get better i feel like I get worse, doing everything I suppose to do ,facing things I must face with “healthy methods” but if something its ok , why would it make me feel so bad. I woke up every day with a littler bit of hope, that today its gonna end, and it would be the day I dont have to struggle anymore, searchers motivations, goals to reach in a day, to get up of my bed wich a feel that makes me hers during the night and doesn’t want to let me go , I genuinely try to put my thoughts apart , inside a little box away , paint my mask, wearing a good costume and pretending everything its ok as I dream it is , living in a fantasy that makes me talk and talk so I cant hear my demons, #everydaymisery

#everydaymisery
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