I'm new here... and I'm desperate. I hate being me & feeling this way. I have so many important things that need to be done... EXTREMELY important things & I just CAN'T. I can't bring myself to even open up the forms I need to fill out, I can't begin the process of washing dishes or cleaning the house. I can't even get medical help to help me get better because I "make too much" & the low income places are really rude to people. I don't even have a proper diagnosis, but I know I have ADHD, executive function disorder, & trichotillomania, along with the things that come with that (anxiety, depression, etc). I just want help...I want to be the best mom I can be for my kids and this is making it impossible. I just don't know how much longer I can deal with this/ myself on my own. I just don't even want to be me anymore. #ADHD #Trichotillomania #Anxiety #Depression #ExecutiveFunctionDisorder