Feelingshit

#Depression
Fed up of feeling like rubbish.
Constantly fed up with no one understanding why I hurt and can't do everything u use to do.
My mood has dived down so bad since the loss of a wonderful grandma who I cared for.
Life isn't the same and it hurts to not be able to share things with her.....
It's just pants to try and carry on...
Other family member ls are not so bothered by it as they wasn't close to her.
Trying to carry on living will grieving is just awful. I can't see very far ahead, mainly 1 day to the next.
Really feeling heartbroken and down
#Depression #Loss #Feelingshit