I woke up this morning and felt empty and unwanted. All I could think about was the song “everything i wanted” by Billie Eilish. I really wish I had someone to keep me company. Interestingly enough, I’ve been feeling like that for the last few days. I like to be alone, I like my solitude, but I don’t like feeling lonely. And the thing is, I really hate feeling this way. For the longest time, I felt like I didn’t need anything and didn’t like to depend on people for very long because I was always told to not get comfortable for to long because things change. I feel like in some way, this is a way of saying that I’m more human than I think myself to be (if that makes sense). #MentalHealth #Depression #FeelingEmpty #feelingunwanted