Exhaustion ~ #frustration #Depression # anxiety #feelsolow
I feel exhausted all of the time. Living with a roommate that can drains the energy. I am wondering if we should divide up and go our own ways? Would that helps friendship with my roommate stay stable and safe? I feel like I am get criticized for do anything that could have helps us to function better by organizing things. I communicated about it. It seems like that conversation has fell into the blackhole in the head to point where cannot remember. Get blamed for minor things that is out of roommate’s control. I feel like I am living with an grouchy roommate at same time, that roommate can be fun and enjoying the moments. That roommate supports me so much and I know that I hadnt fare in this new state alone so much. There are pros and cons to be roommate and have friendships. I notices that I set boundaries with the Roommate and I do get reactions . that get less and less because I limit myself from get lashed out by not be around. I find that if I limit my overdoing things with roommate and let that person take responsibility for itself. It make that person realizes that I am not pitying nor get in their ways. I took big step back and turned to myself and deal with my depression. I need to find new counselor that can do the behaviors thepary since my current counselor is more of good at face the issues but not good at channeking my behaviors far as i think... thank you for take time to read my thoughts. I am still exhausted with lot of things on my mind presently. #exhaustion #figurethesolution #friendshipstruggles #roommatestruggles #stressesout #• #energyzippedout