I lost a molar tooth 3 years ago but one chunk of the tooth fell sideways into the gums. Every so often it gets looser but then it starts bleeding. Well today it was very loose but something is latched on. It really hurts.
Pauley and I are planning to attempt to eat a lot healthier. I found a few recipes for sweet and savory cloud bread and we both got excited. One of the recipes is for mini maple bacon meringue cookies and I swear they look amazing.
The fluffy cinnamon cloud bread with honey butter drizzle looks amazing and easy.
Another recipe I found is for a sort of sweet loaf that you can drizzle with caramel sauce. I'm really excited to try new recipes.
I had therapy today and it was ok. We talked about how I have been for the last two weeks. I told him about how Mrs Pauley's mom came over a week ago as of today. He asked how it went and honestly it was bronze covered shit. She referred to Pauley as male and I asked her to go home which is the exact moment she started crying saying it's so hard. Right. She's known me for 10 years as a trans guy. I asked her if I am a woman and she immediately said no, I'm just a guy. I said if she can respect my identity then she can respect Pauley.
She called me son when she was getting ready to go home and I was so stunned. Later when she texted me to say she got home safe, I responded "good I'm glad, mom."
My current obsessions are dry roasted honey roasted sunflower seeds and Vietnamese instant 3 in 1 coffee. The sunflower seeds are not overly sweet but they have enough honey to make me happy. The coffee is smooth and delicious.
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