GettingStrongerAtFeelingWeak

Feeling defeated as if I am #GettingStrongerAtFeelingWeak and wondering will authentic happiness ever come again. It’s like I am living in the movie Groundhogs Day. The vicious cycle seems like it will never stop. I have done a lot to help myself, I speak up and I talk about it to friends and family. I share stories from here or quotes, and even talk straight up about myself and how I feel. I feel that’s the way we should all be and that’s how you start to break free and people start to understand. So why do I feel like my strength has become weakness. Why am I finding myself breaking more, hurting more, more alone, and exhausted over this battle in my head. People don’t have the ability to understand from your perception. That’s why we need each other. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MentalHealth #Suicide