I feel like my body is at war with it self and my mind cant take it . And i know im alot more depressed these days with losing my sister in December and my health just slowly going down hill i feel like i dont know if im coming or going and i dont k ow what to do anymore . I dont want to die thats for sure. Im just sick of being sick and im always so tired like all the time to the point its hard to even write this . So far it has taken 30 min to get this far because i can focus anymore. I just feel hopeless and alone right now like no one understands or even trys and i hide my pain 90% of the time because when i try to show it i get one of to thing some people treat me like im broken and the other more less tell me to suck it up . So im just lost and alone in my fight that im so over fighting. Thanks for all who read this i just needed to vent some.
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