I have a very close friend struggling with depression.
She's living far away from me.
I am doing my best to keep in touch, but I can't help feeling ignored when she doesn't reply. It's been three months she's in this pit, she doesn't want any external help and I did everything I could.
I wish I were more strong to keep going on this way. Social avoidance is a very common behaviour regarding depression, bit It's truly hard dealing with this when you feel ignored almost all the time.
This selflessness It requires has been too much for me.
And I realized I haven't been trusting my friend the way I did before.
My moral dilemma is walking away in a moment like this.
My emotional dilemma is walking away from a friend I still love.
My social dilemma is keep going on with something that has compromising me, I am struggling to do things I do in my life.

Naturally, I don't know what to do.
Just sharing

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