I go back to work tomorrow, and I just don't see how I'm going to to do it, and honestly, I don't want to. I tried to do all the things I needed to over break; we didn't go anywhere, but I tried to exercise, rest, and get things done. I did grade some papers, and I know the next two weeks will go by quickly with testing and Good Friday off, but it just seems such a daunting task. I don't think I can go back to the stress, the early mornings, and some of the people. I just feel sick about going back; I honestly do. My pain is there today, but not yet as extreme as it has been. I dread the pain, and how I will handle it when I go back. I have a great do too, but I have been unable to get in touch with him this week. I already allowed myself to almost fall into an old, bad habit of slight self harm yesterday. I'm drowning today, and I don't know what I will do.
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