How does one even heal? I've been trying to move forward from the same old issues and new ones as well, and everytime I find myself just slowly suffocating. Honestly, it's just getting harder and harder to do this. How do I get to a state of normalcy? Or peace?
#Idontwanttobemeanymore #idontwanttofeel #CopingTips
I’m so tired of getting triggered by the smallest of things in a session. We try to take an easy day and I end up being triggered by something stupid. Or not realizing something needs to be said or is happening for me until five minutes before the session is supposed to end. And then I’m left to deal. I can text but I’ve resolved to leave my therapist alone. I don’t want to be a pain in the butt. I don’t want her to hate me or leave me. I don’t want to be seen as a ball of symptoms or being manipulative. So tonight I’m struggling with realizing what I’ve been trying not to see. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #struggling #dontwanttobeabother #Idontwanttobemeanymore
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