I don’t know if some of y’all remember about the woman I have been in love with for years. I am separated from my husband, and it will be ending in divorce. I wish I could go into positive news about her. She goes in for results of a test she had last week that will tell her if she has cancer or not. My heart literally hurts. I want to be there for her, and she wants to go alone. Please say a prayer for her if you don’t mind. I want to just be w her, for her. Hold her hand. There’s nothing I can do right now. I hate having to keep this a secret. I had a dream last night my kids found out that I love her, and they disowned me. When I woke up, my heart was just beating fast. I told her about the dream, and she said they will always love me, Bc I am mommy. Please keep her in your thoughts. Can you tell I am worried. Am I a horrible person bc I love her more than my (separated) husband?