feelinghelpless

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Why are these stupid fleas still here?? Our cat has a flea collar on and it’s been 50-60 degrees. It’s cold on my room, and the one or two 70 degree days we’ve had in fall (that or because of the rain, a gnat comes out only in my room! Summer already sucked because of these stupid pests and it seriously drove me mad, and I just want them gone already! I’ve literally sprayed and have light traps and everything!

The worst part is that it’s just in my room, no one elses. Our cat barely has gone in my room, not even for that long. She hasn’t been in there since a month ago..

And we got her in 2019! I thought that fleas would’ve stopped appearing after the first infestation but apparently not! I don’t know what to do. Summer already drove me crazy and mad and so angry. I’m so sick of this, I just want it to stop already… /vneg

Any advice?

#helpme #Autism #anger #feelinghelpless #Idontknowwhattodo

#ChronicIllness
its 4am, painsomnia strikes again like it does every night. I have fibromyalgia, bipolar depression, anxiety and auto immune arthritis (ankylosing spondylitis)
had a procedure on my back 2 weeks ago, facet pain block and epidural cortisone injections, now suffering chronic headaches and constant nausea, been told by doc that I have a spinal fluid leak now from the epidural. too much to handle another feeling ill on top of being chronically ill. I'm anxious and I'm depressed,on strict bed rest. yet another emergency room visit last night for drips. never really taken seriously, they see me too often. we deserve the same dedication and compassion and care as others in the emergency room #feelinghelpless

Would you please send all your love and prayers to me and my family tonight? I have a loved one who was hospitalized today. Thank you!
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#Anxiety #anxious #Prayersneeded #scared #CheckInWithMe #feelinghelpless #Feelingoverwhelmed #feelingstuck #Feeling

I have recently been told by my doctor that I have #symptoms of #Depression . It is so hard for me to feel normal in situations where I feel so #helpless and it gets worse if my #FamilyAndFriends says something that my mind is not ready accept. I face difficulty staying alone at home or going out. I just get through my days somehow and hardly do anything productive. I have lost my #Selfconfidence ; feel #Guilty most of the times. I get suicidal thoughts and then in that very moment I don’t have courage to end my life. It’s like I’m stuck in a room whose walls are closing on me.

I'm feeling so bad today. I had two panic attacks and been crying a lot. My mind is so confused. Just drinking tea now #Depression #PanicAttacks #PanicAttack #MentalHealth #feelinghelpless

I don’t know if some of y’all remember about the woman I have been in love with for years. I am separated from my husband, and it will be ending in divorce. I wish I could go into positive news about her. She goes in for results of a test she had last week that will tell her if she has cancer or not. My heart literally hurts. I want to be there for her, and she wants to go alone. Please say a prayer for her if you don’t mind. I want to just be w her, for her. Hold her hand. There’s nothing I can do right now. I hate having to keep this a secret. I had a dream last night my kids found out that I love her, and they disowned me. When I woke up, my heart was just beating fast. I told her about the dream, and she said they will always love me, Bc I am mommy. Please keep her in your thoughts. Can you tell I am worried. Am I a horrible person bc I love her more than my (separated) husband?

I’ve had two spine surgeries and a spinal stimulator implanted. I’ve tried physical therapy, acupuncture, and numerous medications but the pain is still so bad that interferes with my daily life. I love my job teaching but by the time I get home at 3 o’clock the pain is so unbearable that I usually sleep straight through till the next morning and than I get up and do it all over again. This is not the life that a 38-year-old woman should be living I could really use some suggestions and how you deal with the pain and the prognosis. #feelinghelpless